I guess I'm better now | Recovering from the Break Up

I don't know why, but I guess I'm feeling better now. Maybe not 100% okay, but...better.

After letting the events go over and over again in my head and believing the anxious thoughts would never end, I could now just say that it's all in the past. There's still a bit of bitterness(well, maybe not just a bit, haha). But what the hell. ^_^

A lot of things helped along the way. For one, my friends. My parents who were always there. For another, the Bible. Although I still don't believe that the Bible is 'literally' the word of God, it's got wisdom in it if you figure out how to filter it thru. I also read other books. They're not really on the topic of getting over break-ups, or some such, but they've painted a positive impression on my mind. Some of these books are The Secret, and How to Win Friends and Influence People.

So that's it, I guess I'd say that I fell in a very deep spot, and I don't know if it could have gone worse. So the only way is up! And right now, I can pretty much see some hope on top of this hole I fell into.

Waiting...

Still waiting for the catharsis... The abereaction...

When will it come?